Not that anyone on this site really cares but this Sunday, February 24th, is my birthday.


I will be 20. Woopity-fuckin'-do.

Today I found myself waking from a bad dream, not a scary one just unpleasent. Reminded me of things I've been trying to forget, ways and people that I've been hurt and hurt by that I suppose are my past. Dreams shattered and adulthood on the horizon, I only wish my teen years could end on a happier note.


I've pretty much left this site behind, however I feel as though I owe ya'll and explaination.

I've grown tired of the difference between what this site should be and what it actually is, which is a place where teen girls go to post myspace pictures of themselves so they can get a little flirty comment back or crappy unrefined art pieces that are anime or gothic and usually envlove bleeding.

Now this doesn't apply to everyone but still you can't throw a stone without finding someone who is a 14-17 year old anime fan here. This site for the vast part is no longer art it is masterbation for the ego.

Of course there are more personal reasons as well such as mental and physical health that keep me from frequenting this site. Bad memories of things that this site reminds me of constantly.

Finally the whole "sketchy" alias I feel I've outgrown. It is childish. It represents someone I am not anymore. "Sketchy" was my 15-16 year old self. I feel as though my real name suits me just fine now.

Well with that said fair well to you few beloved ones on here. I'll still stop by every once in a while.. maybe even drop you a line, but as far as sumbiting I feel as though I am done and leaving this site for good.

Now I bow out. Goodbye.

-Peter